disgust
i have an unshakeable belief in my own "worth"
[what can i say. do you think i am not ashamed? (am i? am i not?)]
[[i think it comes from the belief in the value of a human heart. HYPOCRITE. VALUE? MORE LIKE SELF-WORTH! [is my heart not human? is there not something in there i believe from the bottom of my heart means something? (HA! IT'S JUST FUCKING AMBITION AND ENTITLEMENT)]]]
it's hard to say.
call it insanity then.
"so anything is fine, right?"
IF ONLY THIS ATTITUDE CAME WITH ABILITY! [then i would be justified? haha]