loving you is
loving you is easy
loving you is hard
loving you (knowing how to love you, what actions feel like love to you and what are secretly demands, how do i learn to understand my feelings and desires and subconscious and unthinking demands and how they come across and turn this into instinct to align myself towards you) is hard
loving you (WANTING TO) is easy
it comes naturally to me
you are simply the greatest person on earth. the truest and gentlest and your love keeps me alive.
it PAINS ME WRETCHEDLY that anybody has thought otherwise.
i think about uraume saying "he is my beginning and end".
i am imagining you now as like phos. not just because you are a kind and gentle gem who was forced to transform. but i think if anyone has the right to judge humanity, it is you.
i love you.
loving you is easy and hard.
i want with all my heart to love you better