"family"
Behave a certain way, regardless of how you feel
In fact, FEEL a certain way!
Feel grateful. DO ME THE PLEASURE OF HAVING "CHEERED YOU UP" WITH OUR "HEART TO HEART". AND IF YOU DON'T OR YOU ACT "UNGRATEFUL" I WILL ACT INNOCENT AND FULL OF MALICE. (I can buy your feelings.)
CONVINCE ME I'M RIGHT AND GOOD FOR HURTING YOU. BECAUSE I HAVE A DOUBT NOW AND THEN, BUT I NEED YOU TO CONVINCE ME.
NO NO IT'S MORE LIKE..
YOU ARE TO CONVINCE ME I'M GOOD NOW (DANCE CLOWN)
(what is this called)
"abusive" I guess lol but fuck you if you imagine it is unilateral
or being a toy for self gratification I think
i think I shouldn't find what my wife says about "fleshstick" to sometimes be relatable.....
the outcome of being raised as an object. "you" are also "someone's thing"
(so why "defend the line that stops you from sacrificing for others")
makes a lot of sense to me... a lot...
I think this was a bad way to grow up. I think my mother wants me dead (or not even, just to be a fucking hollow shell, a nice jewish boy and would it kill me to call more often)
yes