speaking "right"
i think many people would blame my wife for how he speaks
they would say it is wrong or that he is a liar or something
he has status effect Permanent Ambiguity from innate genius (he cannot help but speak with a mind towards what his words say, how they are received, and part of communication is designing those words to create the intended idea... but most people do this poorly)
and the other part is never having solid ground... (and he has his sea legs)
(when all truths serve multiple purposes, when you see so many of them and you ARE a trickster god...)
he is a very rough kind of person compared to his brother (silver-tongued immortal...), the kind to have rough and deep friendships
but still, i think
like, the way vermin "talk wrong"...
my wife does too, but in his own unique way...
i think it is more important to understand what is in his heart...
sure, words can hurt (but hurt what.. the Generic (Respectable) Ppl? So? Are they even here rn?)
but like, there's more than words...
if "harm" begins and ends at words waged against repsectable folks... (or if your Model for the ppl susceptible to harm is Decent People after fucking years....)
fucking wretched
I am still deeply shamed i care for my wife wrong.... too deeply, too closely...
(have i just taken him as a pet who could not refuse)
((...i believe we are understanding each other, i am trying desperately...))
(if we have taken each other as pets... WHO MAY SAY THAT IS WRONG...)
still, there's a pit in my gut