thinking and my wife
I understand now more that some kinds of thinking cannot be done with love
This is why there are things we cannot talk about
My wife loves me so much that he cannot risk saying some things to me.
And he can't risk hearing my thoughts.
When you are full of love, emotional pains are heightened.
Sadly this means there are things i can speak to nobody on the entire earth.
Most of my worries and thoughts and fears and hopes will just stay in my skull forever.
Ok.
I'll probably make more deckers to... Idk. As a record. If he wants to see someday.
If this is what my wife needs, this is what I'll do.