toxic lesbian fiction brainstorming again
heartworm: "break me. just, whatever it takes. i know the kind of torture I need to experience comes from inside myself, so this too is begging for mercy....
but I wish to speak with you freely.
i wish to hurt and be hurt. i wish to play an open hand.
I WISH TO BE ABLE TO HOLD OUR LIVES IN THEIR MISERY AND BEAUTY TOGETHER."
dead dog: "i am dead. it is in your nature, a living creature (even though a parasite and harbinger of death), to deny me, to forbid me. i am not what you think i am. i hate you. (YOU WOULD RESURRECT ME JUST TO KILL ME IN YOUR WILLFULLY IGNORANT NEGLIGENCE (I can not forgive this (I would sooner kill you than die again (I am not truly a cat with nine times to die (I am terrified to live (I don't know any other way (I wonder... (could we find a way to live (I love you)))))))))"